I am just feeling so down today. My dr. changed my meds. I have been on a roller coaster ride for about three weeks now. The depression sucks. I sold my house and today my attorney came over because she is interested in buying my patio furniture and washer and dryer. Sounds weird right? But I have to sell everything can't take them to an apartment. I have lost everything, my husband, my house. Being a single mom is soooo much harder then I thought it would be. My soon to be X husband doesn't help me at all. I feel like I am failing at being a good mom. I feel very lonely today. Thanks for listening.
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