I've been feeling really crazy lately, constantly swinging from anxious to enraged. Being unmedicated is so hard on me. Today I snuck into my fiance's meds. I took 2 vicodins and 2 valiums and 1 codeine and a Lexapro. I'm not trying to commit suicide, i have a VERY high tolerance for pain meds and downers. I thought they'd help me feel better, but they had no effect at all, just made me sweat horribly and break out in an uncomfortable rash. Anyone else ever do something stupid like this? If so, how did you avoid the temptation to take just a few more pills to get some sort of effect?
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