ok, i have one week left of the sample pack of meds the stupid ten minute pdoc gave and when they are gone, i'm done. they dont seem to help anyway, i'm still screwing things up. even when i dont know i am i'm screwing them up. time to just put the walls back up, cry behind closed doors, and if i have to cut a little i will. why spend all that money when its not working anyway
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