Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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Hi. I'm BP, and i have extremely violent mood swings. For example, yesterday i felt like today i could take over the world, and today, i have been thinking about my death the entire day.
now, the problem is, i dont feel like i can trust myself not to do anything stupid today, since i am feeling so extremely low.
however, i hate everyone, and i dont want to talk to anyone, because my friends all make fun of me for my condition and my "happy pills."
i'm away at college, so my family is not here. the shrink here laughs at me, and the pdoc only comes once a week.
i honestly dont know where to turn...ideas?
now, the problem is, i dont feel like i can trust myself not to do anything stupid today, since i am feeling so extremely low.
however, i hate everyone, and i dont want to talk to anyone, because my friends all make fun of me for my condition and my "happy pills."
i'm away at college, so my family is not here. the shrink here laughs at me, and the pdoc only comes once a week.
i honestly dont know where to turn...ideas?
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i hate that whole fucking concept of "happy pills." they don't get it. that bipolar is a serious illness.
you can turn to us, here. we have fun here. you could spend the whole day on this board, and not get bored.
If there isn't a professional to speak with, please stay on here, write, read, etc. Staying away from others is probably a good idea. I do hope that you can find professionals who can actually help and listen soon!
We care. Keep sharing! Hugs Gerard!!
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