Everyone, I just want to start by letting you know that I need all of you very much. The past week was kinda rough, no....very rough for me, to the point that I almost left this place that I love. I went to the complete extreme of emptying my page including all of my beloved friends, that have been so wonderful to me in my times of need. Thankfully, powers higher than myself intervened and showed me that I need this place to come to because the real world is a much harder place. I also came to understand (which I knew, but wasn't thinking clearly) that we are all bipolar and we are all gonna have our moments. One reason that I am here as I'm sure is the sam with you, is for the acceptance that we get here that we don't get on the outside. For any feelings I may have hurt, or pissed anybody off, I ask for your forgiveness. I'm sorry.
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