I tried to message some friends before i did this ..but i guess they were busy . I do not want to bring this to my community of friends..but i have to get this out. Today i hurt someone i love very much. I lost it ...and now i feel like im dyeing inside. Thisis not the first time this has happened and i dont think it will be the last. I was manic for 3 days before this outburst today.And it was violent. We both got hurt and are now left to lick the wounds...alone. I hate to see blood ..it scares me.I dont feel like im me right now. I cant stop cryeing and shackeing. Everything hurts ..im screaming inside ..want it to stop ..i just want to talk thats all
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