So while I was in he hospital I resigned from my position as a teachers aid. My parents want me to focus on getting "better" and they said they will financially support me until such a time as I can get back to work or my ssi comes through.
I thought it was all gonna be ok, but m parents are really struggling financially to the point where my dad is considering leaving my mother.
My dilemma is, do i look for a job right now? I have a cousin who manages a store in a neighboring town. But I'm not even a month out of the and I am anxious just thinking about having to deal with people. I cant even deal with my own family. THey dont want me workig now, and my psoc doesnt want me working, but i feel horribly guilty that my minimal bills ($230/month) are a buden to my family. Im stressed now because they are stressed. I dont know what to do.
Started EMDR for the rape (sodomy) by the ex-husband. The images have been flashing thru my head for a day. I talked to night about my terror in being in another relationship because of what happened. I am alone and frankly not ready to take a chance at a healthy relationship. Just found out from my oldest that he has a girlfriend who is really nice. Feeling overwhelmed and wanting to...
I woke up atypically nauseaous this morning. Nausea then proceeded to turn to violently running at both ends. I live alone, so I had nobody to help me get to the loo. It was amazing how weak I got fast.However, it was a snow day. I got lucky: classes were canceled, so I didn't have to take a sick day. I didn't miss a single class, and Wednesdays are my day in the week when I teach a...