So while I was in he hospital I resigned from my position as a teachers aid. My parents want me to focus on getting "better" and they said they will financially support me until such a time as I can get back to work or my ssi comes through.
I thought it was all gonna be ok, but m parents are really struggling financially to the point where my dad is considering leaving my mother.
My dilemma is, do i look for a job right now? I have a cousin who manages a store in a neighboring town. But I'm not even a month out of the and I am anxious just thinking about having to deal with people. I cant even deal with my own family. THey dont want me workig now, and my psoc doesnt want me working, but i feel horribly guilty that my minimal bills ($230/month) are a buden to my family. Im stressed now because they are stressed. I dont know what to do.
So I was sitting there just thinking about how my doctor which would be my psych doctors opinions of my well-being are a little different from mine I will be honest I have done some very bad choices influences and behaviors but I think I'm different from the person I was six years ago and I wish you would just understand that yes I use substances for a short. Of time just because I was influenced...
today I accidentally took my night meds this morning. So I’m dead on my feet at work because I took 10mg melatonin at 11 this morning