Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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I need something good to happen to me. I have more problems and issues than I can bear. I can't do the positive hopeful thing anymore. I'm just so tired of waiting for something good-something positive.
The list of problems out side of the obvious is so deep. I want to rip my skin off. I'm just so tired of disappointments. I'm such an idiot for continuing thinking the rainbow will come. There is no damn rainbow-not for me. I am so full of anger, frustration, hate, disappointment that I'm afraid.
The list of problems out side of the obvious is so deep. I want to rip my skin off. I'm just so tired of disappointments. I'm such an idiot for continuing thinking the rainbow will come. There is no damn rainbow-not for me. I am so full of anger, frustration, hate, disappointment that I'm afraid.
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I asked God if he could have something good happen. Anything! I soon later realized that it is me that makes me feel so down. I was looking at everything bad and not the good things. The good things are, I have a loving family that supports me emotionally and financially. I had options when It came to health benifits and I now am on a premium-free plan. Although my boyfriend is deployed and I miss him, I feel proud to be the girlfriend of a warrior. The girlfriend of a wonderful man who protects our freedom.
It can be very hard and discouraging at times but we must TRY and look at all of the good in our lives. I really hope you can do this for yourself. I feel for you a lot. The more you look into the bad, the more angry, discoraged, enraged and dissappointed you're going to feel. Looking and being greatful for the good will give you some inner peace.
Sometimes, it could be time for a new med or change but not all the time. If you feel like you have tried everything in the book, then I would talk to your Pdoc. I know it's hard. I'm here for you!!!
Like I say, start with little victories. You can do it!