Hey All!! I'm really new. Just found this place today. I'm usually a very social and outgoing person. But this past month I have been severly down. I cant seem to pull myself out of this funk I feel stuck in. I have four kids and a somewhat great hubby but I want nothing to do with any of them. I am either sleeping or hiding in my room. I'm so angry and annoyed at everything!! I feel very confused and in a dizzy like state and have NO patience. I have been having some suicidal thoughts and thoughts of cutting to "release" the internal pain. I heard that works somewhere. But then I found this place and am looking for advice.
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