I hate this about myself, its killin me, its killin my relationship. Since I've been hurt some many times and have busted my partners so many times. I have a tendeny to be looking for something wrong or fishy all the time. I ask my boyfriend constantly where were you? who did you go with? what time? u know the third degree, and sometimes i have caught him in lies so i continue to be an investigator so to speak. i tell him you see if i wasnt on top of things i would have been a fool. i hate being played for a fool. uhhh.... i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!! i know better, but have continued this stupid pattern. any suggestions?
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