Hi all. I need some support. Nothing terrible has happened, but I find myself between mania and depression (cycling). I can't get my doctors and checked on all the DBSA meetings in my area and there are none tonight. So please, just some words of kindness. My dad told me yesterday I should get a job, he is supportive usually, but does not completly understand. My mom is dealing with the possibility of lung cancer and is scared. When she is haveing a crisis she puts me on a guilt trip and tries to start arguments with me. I know she is scared and I'm scared for her too. So this is what is going on with me. Sorry this is so long.
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