for the last couple of days i have been trying really hard to show my wife i love her. all i am getting back is a negative response shes waiting for me to fuck up again i keep telling her im not going to burn her again but i have said that to many times before.i know i can tuck it all away and be good to her i know its not good to hide this disorder but i have mastered putting it in a little box in my head and not letting it out yes, it will come out and it will come out big but that is the risk im willing to take. she has been civel towards me but when i try to touch her she flips out i havent slepped in the same bed as her for 2 weeks inside its killing me im afraid im to late to make this change.i feel i have burned my last bridge with her.she doesnt realize that i need her to stay sain if i lose her ill have nothing. does anyone have any idea on how i can fix this im desperate
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