I'm Bi-polar and have been drinking alot only in mania state.I'll wake up one morning and all day try to figure out what I'll say to my husband when he gets home from work because i'm so restless cant do enough things to make feeling go away that I HAVE to get away.So I go get beer and drink it then thats not good enough so I'll go outside my apartment and talk to people I don't even know.Later on about 3;ooam I come home after inviting people I don't even know to go to bar with me,and in hyper state all night,so I stay awake on the couch lol because my husband is upset and doesn't understand How I feel sometimes and that is only time I want to talk bout it?I used to paint my mobile home on inside like 5 times a month ha ha .You never knew what you were gouing to walk in on.Now I live in an apartment small space.I'm ready now to quit drinking. Since I'v been 12,now it's time to it up.My husband has car all day and I stay at home with kids .Any suggestions?
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