i started a post yesterday about my "dreams" feeling like they were real. I'm going to see my pdoc tomarrow and how do i explain this to him. I really don't want ot start playing with my meds anymore. WHen i do this i never feel like myself, but at this point i don't know what "myself" means anymore, and i have a bad reaction to anti psycis. It seems like there is no end to this almost like its progreesing. how do I explain all this so he understands... I know you guys will (hopefully) because you have the same illness. I'm sorry if this doesn't make much sense my mind is racing in manic mode
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i made this account because i hope this reaches someone who can understand. I feel immense shame and guilt over my past behavior while manic. I have ruined relationships with friends and family members, gotten tattoos that i dont want, done things that make me cringe. The weight of the self hatred gets to be too much sometimes. I feel like a burden. Nobody understands. I hate myself today.
Our great friend OlderC could really use some love and support right now... She's hit a rough patchBig squishy hug Kat... I hope that you start to feel better really soon.... xo