she says things sometimes that make me wonder if i should take her to the pdoc. sometimes she can't sleep and i will catch her awake hours before she is supposed to go to school. i will ask her what she is doing and she will either tell me she had really bad nightmares that she doesn't want to talk about, or she tell me i don't know i'm just thinking about stuff. i haven't said anything to anyone, not even her father, i'm afraid of being lashed out at. last night when i was talking to her she asked me a question. i'm not sure if this is childhood imagination or if it is something i need to look futher in to. i'm really lost and need ya'lls advice. she said to me....."mommy, why do i see spirits?", i said, well honey, i don't know, what do they look like, i asked her if she could draw them for me when we got home and she said she would try. it was late so she said she would do it today, but i'm afraid to bring it up again. i asked her what they looked like and she said they were beautiful, and that they were a part of the "Life Cycle", once again i was stunned, and i asked her what that was, she couldn't really explain it. what should i do?
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