especially my mom. She somehow is the only one who has the patience to deal with me in my most difficult times. Whether it's mania or slumber. I have no control over my hurtful words and I'm so very tired as I'm sure she is. Many will say take your medication and I do, but forgetting about how I wronged her is what makes me become this self loathing imbicile that should have my tongue cut out for the words I venomously spit at her. It doesn't help that I live under the same roof and she has OCD but what do I do?
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