I have no energy or motivation. I am a licensed professional and I am afraid I am going to lose my job. Last year I got off with a warning. I have a lot of things to do to look good for this evaluation, but I just feel dead inside. I belong to an HMO an my doctor is useless. I am now going outside my HMO on Monday to meet with a doctor I did very well with. I was thriving. I think I was on Tegretol and Depakote and I was doing great. I feel like I have no friends and my family doesn't live near me. I'm on my own. I'm scared.
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