Bipolar Disorder Support Group
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Yep how fun now it's my turn. BOO-HOO I guess the good news is I know why it is happening. This past week has been a rough week for me medically. I just can't handle it anymore or I guess I should phrase that better and say I don't want to handle it any more. I have sever nerve damage to my stomach that was caused by my diabetes. I learned on thursday that it has gotten majorly worse. The problem is that there is absolutely nothing that can be done for it at this point. Also the last possible thing that could have been done for it I was disqualified for cause I have a clotting disorder.
Also I have been married for a little over 2 months and my husband and I are still living in seperate places. So I think what is spiraling me down is that he called me earlier and asked me when we could go look at an apartment and fill out the app. for it. He was driving so I told him to call me back. He promised to call me back later this evening it is now 10pm and not a DAMN word from him. We were going to go tomorrow. I also blew out my ankle last night.
I just can't do it anymore. I can't handle the medical stuff nor can I handle my husbands crap anymore.
Also I have been married for a little over 2 months and my husband and I are still living in seperate places. So I think what is spiraling me down is that he called me earlier and asked me when we could go look at an apartment and fill out the app. for it. He was driving so I told him to call me back. He promised to call me back later this evening it is now 10pm and not a DAMN word from him. We were going to go tomorrow. I also blew out my ankle last night.
I just can't do it anymore. I can't handle the medical stuff nor can I handle my husbands crap anymore.
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A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
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I have my maxed amount of epidural shots of my cervical DDD....(and no one cares about my lumbar DDD)..... I've done physical therapy, muscle relaxers, Amitriptyline, Nortryptiline, desipramine.....narcotics... So I decided to go to a spine specialist and they have me on Gabapentin. Its been two weeks and it did nothing for my lumbar ever... but it did seem to help my cervical and arm/hand pain...
is it just us or is it really them? are we over reacting? bc i dont think u are and i dont think that i am.....
i would be pissed if m husband did that...
why are you two still living seperately? do u not stay together or anything?
What's scary is I am home alone so I really don't have anything to stop me if I hit rock bottom.