Bipolar Disorder Support Group
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So my Fiance decided to "check up" on me and came on this website (something I asked him not to do) and read a journal entry that was about him. I'm sorry am I suppose to feel bad now? he went behind my back and did this. and it's not the only time. he does it on myspace and facebook. if someone leaves me a message he goes to their page and tries to find out everything about them and then questions me when i get home. WTF!!!!!!!!!! so what you read something that you had no fucking business reading to begin with. So now I feel like everything I do he is watching and checking up on so I won't be using this site anymore. Thanks Mike! it just worries me that he is reading everything i post and just invading my privacy. he belongs to all kinds of car sites i don't go check those out to see who hes talking to. am i crazy for being pissed of? i don't think so I mean I know the journal entry was harsh but its nothing i havent said to his face before. and its not like any of you know him or me so wtf is he so worried about. so now hes not talking to me which i think should be the other way around. i am so sick of him doing this shit. just because he last girlfriend was a whore and cheated on him doesn't mean i am. he cannot hold me accountable for what she did its just not right. so i guess goodbye everyone and thanks for helping me out when I need it and being supportive. good luck to all of you.
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I can see two sides of the coin. On one hand he is showing very little trust in you. The first question I would have to ask is did you do anything to give him good cause to be insecure? If not then he especially has no right to check up on you. This type of thing was what caused my last marriage to end. My ex used to go throught even the files I thought were deleted permanently. Well I guess they werent cause he found the messages. well they were deleted for a reason. I had shared parts of me that I didnt share with him. He was upset because I didnt share with him, but he really didnt want to hear it so I wasin a bit of a spot.
Perhaps he is worried that you are sharing feelings you have with others and not with him. perhaps he is worried that in a manic state you will do or say things that would cause harm to your relationship. Either way its not his place to read what you write. How ever you may want to talk to him and explain why you vent here first then share with him when you have your thoughts all worked out.
There must be some reason he feels the need to do this. Maybe if you can figure out what it is you will be able to solv3e the problems with out having to leave the support and internet stuff that you enjoy and rely on.
The husband broke open the lock on her trunk and sat and read 5 years worth of journals. She was so angry they had to go to counceing shhe stayed but I think it was bbecause of the money.
But I would suggest ou get out of you relationship because he is not going to change. And jealousy is not the life to live with.
Guess the grass is always greener on the other side?