I'm about to go nuts. Nothing I do is helping and I can't handle another day with this depression. I'm going through a separation and I'm so confused right now. I go through spurts where I don't want to live anymore. My mom keeps telling me I'm nuts and I shouldn't let him get to me like this but I can't help it. I've talked to people(professionals), I've written in my personal journal and on here, I've talked to people in the breakups/divorce section...I just can't take it anymore! I don't want to deal anymore, I just want to shut down, but I can't because since he isn't talking to me, I'm having to do everything on my own. It's when are you getting the rest of your stuff? When are you going to talk to a divorce lawyer? When are you just going to stop thinking about him and move on? I can't take the questions anymore, I can't take my life anymore and I don't know what to do!!! I feel like I'm going insane, I'm loosing my mind and I'm so scared! Please help. Any advice would be much appreciated.
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