I have reasons to be happy right now. The guy that I'm with is home for Christmas and I'm going to get to see him everyday for two weeks. But for some reason I just can't feel GOOD. I just feel so distant and separated from everybody else...so alone. All I want to do is sit here and cry right now. He is going out with some friends tonight for awhile and I'm invited but I'm just so afraid to go anywhere and be around a lot of people because I think that it will upset me.
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