I went to the grocery store, i thought that i would be o.k. because, i was, well....feeling o.k., but i get there and i start getting very manic, body turns to fire, my face is crimson red and i start putting soooo much stuff in the buggy, well, it was actually Wal-mart. I knew what was happening, but i still couldn't stop myself, so i started to put stuff back on the shelves just anywhere i could, ending up still spending over $300! HOLY SHIT! my hubby's going to be so pissed! and i was supposed to get him some rubbing alcohol, and i kept telling myself to remeber it, but somehow i still managed to forget it! i was already in the car with everything....to make matters worse, the only food i got was a bunch of chips, cereal, and lunchmeat! he's going to be IRATE!
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