Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
I'm weary from this BP. I'm tired of feeling depressed, angry, anxious, sick to my stomach, unhappy, tired. What do you do when you feel like you don't have it in you anymore to live--I just feel like a car without gas. I don't want to commit suicide....I'm not suicidal....I'm just so weary from it. I haven't had a hypomanic episode since August. Sept, Oct. Nov. Guess its been three months of depression. That's certainly not my longest. But it does feel pretty bad and like there isn't a light at the end. I'm just so tired. I'm not even working and I feel so terrible. I'm not even utilizing my time to do anything and I feel frustrated about that...I'm just like a little pile of mush. Uhg!
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Wow I can not count the years ago I was here many times a day. About 5+ years ago Life took me on other paths and being here was not a daily necessity anymore. Hello to my old friends still here. Greetings to those I have yet to meet. I am here now out of a desire to communicate, but not a need to be, which is a good feeling. I will talk about that more in the future... Until the next time......
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
Then it'll be BP melancholy