I am BiPolar type 1 , I am having trouble dealing with this. I can be so happy and then so miserable that I no longer want to be here. I am looking to make friends with other people who have this as well, and to get some advice on how to deal with this. I have the meds, I have the shrink but there is still that human factor missing. That real person to talk to you like a friend and let you know what to expect and not to be mad at you because your moods go up and down. It's hard to deal with this, I don't want to be this way but I am. I'm trying to be happy but I feel so alone and even with people around me every day, I feel like i'm invisible and my mouth is taped shut, I'm afraid to say anything because I don't want others to get upset with me. So I just exist.
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