Not sure if this is a crisis or not, but I feel really bad and down on my self. yesterday I had to call the suicide hotline. I have been struggling with alcohol lately. it came to a head thursday night when I got fall down drunk at the local tavern. Then Friday I was a no show at work. I did let my manager know later in the day and he was ok with it and liked that I came clean with him. I just feel really bad today too. I feel like nobody likes me and nobody will ever respect me again. I done some stupid stuff on here too, when drinking. I hope you guys can forgive and help me? I am currently off of my meds becuase I am switching from depekote to lactimal. thanks for listening
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