To control my life. I feel it pushing away my fiance, he feels that he has to "handle" or "deal with" me. That makes me feel like a huge, steaming pile of poo. I feel so full of anxiety right now. He has other things going on, and says that I'm too much stress for him. I then ask him, what are you doing to me? Why are we even doing this? Why do we keep doing this dance? I feel so alone. He tells me that I've got my family for support and he just can't do it. I am NOT a THING that should be "dealt with" or "handled". I don't know how to not allow BP to run my life, but I'm still trying to get stable!!! HELP!!! I'm so sad and alone right now!! I can use your kind, supporting words. Thanks in advance.
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