I finally know how to kill myself and not be stopped. I have tried all kinds of psych meds but none worked. I was always revived or brought back to life. This time will be different. Not only do I have psych problems but I am also diabetic. If I take my diabetic meds, my blood sugar will drop too low for anyone to do anything. Now that I have it all planned, I just have to wait for the right time. I'm not ready right now but know I will be soon. The last time, I planned my funeral, wrote down all my life insurance policy numbers and the phone numbers, wrote my will and wrote letters to everyone I wanted to leave a message. All I have to do this time is just take the pills and die.
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