ok im on here again, i cant take feeling like this any more. i just want my meds back. even though when i have them i stop them often. i dont realy like the way i feel when on them.( like im outside my body watching life go by) but i hate how i am with out them. a worse of 2 evils. so i only have till mid-end january till i have my son so 3 more months of being depressed to the point wher i hardly get out of bed and racing thoughts witch are keeping me up tonight. i thought i was doing ok but sunday my dog came up missing and yesterday my hubby found him. he was hit. so that triggered something, cause tonight my thoughts are racing on how i killed my dog by letting him out. and to top it all off my hubby went back out of state to work. so i sit here wondering will things get any better cause right now i see no light at the end of my tunnel.
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