Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
ok im on here again, i cant take feeling like this any more. i just want my meds back. even though when i have them i stop them often. i dont realy like the way i feel when on them.( like im outside my body watching life go by) but i hate how i am with out them. a worse of 2 evils. so i only have till mid-end january till i have my son so 3 more months of being depressed to the point wher i hardly get out of bed and racing thoughts witch are keeping me up tonight. i thought i was doing ok but sunday my dog came up missing and yesterday my hubby found him. he was hit. so that triggered something, cause tonight my thoughts are racing on how i killed my dog by letting him out. and to top it all off my hubby went back out of state to work. so i sit here wondering will things get any better cause right now i see no light at the end of my tunnel.
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First you cant blame your self for the dog if you do you will send your self into a tail spin no one would intentionally do that to an animal. second i take you are pregnant, congratulations! just hold on a little while longer you will be ok. I have a close friend who is about to deliver a baby girl (finally) and at times she was just holding on by a thread. This too shall pass. You are in my thoughts and prayers, Much love and peace, Michael.
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Congratulations on your pregnancy, It won't all be doom and gloom after the birth. Can you try going back on your meds? It will help keep you stable and you will need it for the first 6 weeks :) Sorry to hear about your dog, darl accidents happen, you are not to blame. He has gone to a good place. Must be hard without your hubby home, just think it won't be for too long, he will be back before you know it. Try and relax for you and your baby. *HUGS* :))
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
