I am not exactly sure how to explain this but I really need help so I am just going to put it out there. I am 21 yrs old and I recently left my husband. I got married in December 2007 and left November 2008. Which means that I didn't make it a full year. After I left I moved from Florida back to Utah where my family is. I feel like I have failed as a wife. I feel like I did the best that I could and I just couldn't take it anymore. At times I feel like a Failure because I couldn't make it a whole year. I just want to know that I am not completely hopeless. I have run into alot of old friends and they ask questions and every one will ask what happened I thought you were married and when I tell them they ask what happened. It is really embarrassing. I don't know what to do. I have been trying to keep my self busy. But when people ask I feel like such a failure. I couldn't even make it in my marriage a full year. what is wrong with me? Am I just unlovable? I don't want to have to say that I am divorced. Because I hate saying that I left after 11 months.
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