I didn't take my meds last night because I wanted to feel like myself. Today I was teasing my boyfriend and I pushed him in the pool with his clothes on. I thought it was funny until I realized his wallet was in his pocket and everything in it got wet. Then it kicked in that I am officially an asshole. Why can't I be normal? Why? Why do I always fuck up! Damn it.
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