so why do I still feel like ending it all? I have a wonderful family who tries to understand my illness. I have a beautiful mom whom I am very close to. I have a great stepdad who stepped up to be the father that he didn't have to be. I have a gorgeous little brother who never ceases to make me proud. I have two awesome best friends who are always there for me. I have so much potential to be successful in whatever career I choose. I have everything to live for so why do I feel like ending it all?
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