I'm sitting here feeling really shitty right now. I was going to get my boyfriend a manicure/pedicure for his birthday. In fact I still am but I'm scared I'll hear about how these people who end up massaging you and crap do it better than I do and I havea perfectionism problem to begin with. I'm almost wanting to abandon the entire idea and say fuck it because I don't want to hear about how awesome the massage was on his feet/legs/back and then about how he wants to get more professional massages places and he won't ever want them from me again and if he does they'll just be whatever. I'm like on the edge of tears right now. It's like EMBARASSING but I have to get it off my back, back to checking out this one spa...they sound awesome, that's the problem :/
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