I hate this disease, it is so hard to fight yourself. Since I lost my job a year ago and cant find work it just makes the depression worse and the mania non existent. I am on meds but are they helping or hurting. The shit is so hard to handle. I wish people would know that you just cant snap out of it. I have to force myself to do things that other take for granted. Oh well just wanted to vent. We are the few the proud the sick.
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