Okay so HE's gone for a week so thought my anxiety and everything would stay under control..OH NO...it kicked up more...i was a maniac in the kitchen...i was jumping from one thing to the other, walking like i was trying to walk a 9 minute mile..geez...then anxiety took over..OMG I thought i was having a heart attack...I took my meds, didn't want to take them as the kids are sick and he's not here to wake me up if they need something..and i get nervous that i won't hear them, then those horrid thoughts crept into my head...OMG meds are kicking in, but why does it manifest so badly at night?? the BP, this is when i get the darkest too..i just don't understand!
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