Today, feeling manic and up to anything decided to call around to different insurance companies and try to find some sort of health insurance. I got very frustrated. I was told sorry but we don't accept bipolar, if you'd only have called us 30 days ago, we accept preexisting conditions but bipolar is not one of them, sorry for the inconvenience. AAARRGGG!!! What is so bad about a person being bipolar that ins cos won't cover it. Are we that much of a risk to them? Then I found companies that would cover me only have me covered by carries that recieved and F at best from the Better Business Bureau. WFT?!? Am I that bad of a person that I can't find good health care in this society? I feel like I am worse than the Devil or the spawn of Satan. I thought there were some reputable companies out there that actually cared about the people. That were n't out just to make a few bucks. I guess I was wrong. Nobody cares about me. No insurance co will take me because I am bipolar. I guess I'll just have to go off of all of my meds and show them what a liability I am without health insurance. That will show them. F#$% them all. I don't care anymore. I give up!!
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