I feel nothing. Then hate. for what? for whom? Lost. scream! Tell me I'm pretty. why/where/who/when? eat. binge. cut. hurt. hate. flail. go crazy. drink.hang on till tomorrow. everything looks better when you've made it through the night. But tomorrow I will hate. I will feel. I will scream on the inside. I don't expect any replies because I don't make sense. But it physically hurts. I can feel it in my arms right now. Later it will be my back. Exercise. I did. Why? whywhywhnywhywhywhywhywhywhy! I hate.
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