I AM PANICKING ALREADY AT THE HUMILIATION THAT HOLIDAYS BRING. BEING SO WEIRD BECAUSE I HAVE NO FRIENDS TO SPEND THEM WITH. PARENTS LIVE VERY FAR AND ITS TOO EXPENSIVE MOST TIMES. BEING HOME ALONE AND TIME MOVING SO SLOWLY AS I SEE AND HEAR OTHERS CHATTING AND SHOPPING FOR FAMILY, COOKING ELABORATE MEALS. IF I COULD SLEEP FROM THANKSGIVING UNTIL JAN 2 I WOULD
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