i have done a big no no,. I went with my bipolar moment and the self destructive behavior that i advise others not to do. i manage to get out of a reckless driving ticket. i was going 83 in a 45 after drinking more that a 6 pack and not eating for about 36hrs. and i had sex with my exhubbys brother. what is wrong with me. i just wanted to feel like someone cared. please got help me. because i need it and even before i had a chance to feel bad for what i have done.. i want to be with this guy again. amazingly i am not even drunk but god i wish i was.
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