Thank you for your thoughts and prayers! I got the internal position and the outside position. They offered the same pay! So I start the internal position Monday the 18th. But little do they know I'll be leaving the company to start working at the hospital December 9th. I'm so excited to work for the hospital. I'm glad I'm not at the same location as my pdoc #awkward literally during the interview. When I was done with the interview I walked across the hall to make it to my apt with my pdoc the day of my interview. I feel Jesus came through so fast. I literally looked for a job a week and God came through uber quick. #JESUSISREAL You guys I feel like I'm on autopilot everyday. Have you ever seen the movie Venom or the movie upgrade? I feel like Eddie Brock from Venom accept Jesus is helping me walk, drive, work, go to the library, shower brush my teeth, spray down with body spray, do my hair and as a biracial woman doing my hair is a journey in itself. I don't know how I'm functioning. LIKE SERIOUSLY HOW AM I FUNCTIONING? Jesus is literally carrying me. When I was at the library looking for a job I felt like I was going to faint. I don't feel safe driving. I left my ex and I'm so off at times as I process what happened to me in 4 years. Twice at 2 different stores I forgot my shopping bags. Thank God the clerks put them aside. Yesterday I forgot my wallet at petsmart. I'm a complete mess. I'm reading my domestic violence books. I fired that EAP thearpists after session 7 I told you about. I'm focused on my domestic violence therapists who is great. I'm emotionally rundown. Lately, I stay in bed. I finally started crying. Suicidal thoughts here and there. Anger and disgust with my ex. Panic attacks and anxiety daily. I'm just grateful that at the very least I am out of this job. God won't give you more than you can handle. Now I can enjoy my new job at the hospital work a normal 8-5 and go home scream in a pillow and "process" at least 70% of my stress is off my chest. Cause at one point it felt like there was a hippo on my chest. Now my heart feels punched daily.
hi. i just joined. i was recently diagnosed with osteoarthtitis of the hip. after limping for 6 years i found a nurse practitioner who cares & the xrays were actually taken in my home. does anyone have any advice or know of a med that helps. all ive heard so far is 'keep moving", exercise (ouch) & take ibuprofen. thanks.
So a little back story, I've been in quite a few horrible relationships and I actually was single for about 4 years and then he came along. He is absolutely wonderful and loves me and treats me right. He understands my anxiety and never holds it against me. He is someone I never thought I deserved. We have now been together a few months and of course the holidays are approaching. I have always...