I give up trying to please everyone! I give up giving everyone in my life the benefit of doubt! I give up thinking that my STBX and my Mother can get along for 5 min. for the holidays, and I give up thinking that anyone in my RL cares about me or what my needs are! All they are concerned about is themselves, while I am over here worrying about everyone and their problems, allowing them to effect my emotions and my moods! I am sick of being the only person that everyone can count on, b/c no matter what I am going through in my head, I still find the strength to be there for them! I'm tired of it! I want to pack up my shit and move away... never talk to any of them again!!!!
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