I was doing fine,actually I felt really normal,not low and not high.Then I started a new job and whack in the face!(And nearly out of no where) I'm suddenly sliding into that huge black hole and out right attempt suicide by over doseing while being on a sleeping tablet which made my judgement very poor.I don't know how many tablets I took.This awful feeling of suicide just comes upon me so suddenly that when I'm in my right frame of mind I'm scared to think what I could do to myself.Is any one else scared of themselves? What the hell is wrong with me?!!!By the way I was a little hypomanic the night before...so I think I crashed big time.Does anyone know what to do to prevent attempts when you crash?
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