Geeze.. you know.. it's really hard going through depressive episodes with no support.. but at least it's just me suffering by myself and i can deal. But one day.. one freaking day in.. how long? months? That I get frustrated and irritated (not for no reason, but because i was trying to print something and i just couldn't get it to work) and instead of trying to help.. or hell.. even doing nothing! my H has to get irritated too and start yelling at me and throwing shit and then making accusations and throwing insults.. what a fucking ass. as long as i'm in a mood i can deal with myself there's *usually* not a problem.. but any time i need EXTRA help not only am I not getting any help, but he'll be sure to make it worse. lovely. thanks darling. love you too.
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