I just need to talk. Someone please write back to me. I just feel sad. I had a really rough two years in a position that I have been told I am no longer needed in, and though they have been very nice to me and told me I would get a positive reccomendation I feel afraid for my future, and I am very nervous right now. The stress of the end of the school year is getting to me. The kids are unruly and I feel like I get no respect sometimes. I don't like the attitudes they have or the feelings I have about their damn attitudes. I just want to stay home tomorrow. I know I have to go to work so I will have to sleep soon, but I just need someone to tell me they understand, even if you don't. I just feel so sad.... I've lost the dream I had. I have to start all over now... My mother in law is in the hospital too with a problem with her radiation treatments for breast cancer. My husband is good to me, but I don't know how to tell him how I feel right now.
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