I feel very suicidal right now. I want to down a bottle of Klonopin so badly. My therapist suckerpunched me out of the blue with two issues at the same time. He said I've been calling every weekend (but I just got out of the hospital). He said he wants to wait and see if I resolve situations on my own before calling back anymore. I told him I would save him the trouble by not ever calling him again... Then, he started talking about the money I owe him which we had an agreement on me getting to a certain point and then working on a plan. We are not at that point, but he wants a plan now. He will not see me individiually now only in group which is only going to be for two more weeks. I'm in school and two classes away. I've been trying to find a full time job for more than a year. he knows this, and is not satisfied with my efforts. He doesn't act like I needed to be in the hospital. I feel lost and alone. I really want to take all of this Klonopin, but I'm trying to hold on. What do you do when the only person you trustED, you no longer feel you can depend on and may not be able to depend on anymore. I really want to go back to the hospital. Why is he doing this now. I'm almost done with school...What should I do?
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