I feel like my morality is tested sometimes. I sometimes feel out of control, like my facial expressions and the way I present myself to other people is so skewed. An example recently was when i smiled at a a married neighbor and then later explained why I did and about my mental problems. I feel this definitely leaves me at a disadvantage, because he can use that against me and plus it makes me look like I intended to look at him in a certain way(which i did not, i just sometimes feel the way i act is out of my control). can anyone relate to my situation and if so what do you do to control it? I also feel OCD because i look in the mirror and make the same facial expression over and over to see if It could've looked flirty or something else. It drives me nuts! and i hate being this way! as im sure many of you do as well. its not fun alot of the time.
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