I dont no why but I am slowly gaining my confdents back!!! Oh god how I missed it!!! since the summer started I have felt like shit about myself. I barely get to dress nice but now I am starting to no care I am still pretty then just no as much class as it would be if I was dressing up.. I also find I dress up to the tens on my weekends off ..I socalize the most then I see my bf and friends and people and famliy of his and mine and my bar sees me! On my weekends off I have to learn how to know care if I look good witch sucks cuz I see all the same people and I just dont like not feeling my best..if Im dressing in lazy clothing and still look good watch out ;P dose anyone get dead uncondent anytime I gain a little abit of wight i flip thinking oh know i got to cuffie with my bf! cuz thats what happen with the last he would tell me I was to small I would eat end up frum 100 to 120 in the end. HE contraled me though now its only like 5pounds so like105. and my bf gets upset with me when he sees I am hideing my tummy..i do it alot really anytime I sit.. I HATE how I feel i must be s size one to be hott
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