Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
I hope this helps.
There is alot you can do about it though. I feel your pain I have been there. There is counsoling and church. But what worked for me is the 12 steps of aa.
Now dont get scared I am not saying you are an alcoholic. But htte steps have a way of showing me what needs to be done in my life to grow. so maybe look for a support gropup that is steps based. Their you could if you wanted to take a inventory of yourself and see some charecter deefects and some beleaf systems you have that may not be serving you very well. I will pray for you.
I want the best for you. I want you To live a life of freedom and happiness.:)
Matt
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