Uh, I don't know what is wrong with me. I just feel emotionally drained. I feel super tired, but I slept just fine, a lot actually. I feel like I have no energy and no excitement or joy in the day. I feel like a lump, a worthless lump. I don't want to do anything. All I have been doing today is worrying about this and stressing about that. I just want to go back to "normal" whatever that may be. But I know its NOT this.
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