Damn the day... damn my stupid hubby who killed himself 2 yrs ago..damn i can't stop crying and i want a semi normal day. damn I had to be there when he did it, damn the last 2 yrs of therapy just to have a normal day. i can't wait for the next 3 days to go by so I can feel human again. why couldn't he have gone off and killed himself BY himself???
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