Dont know why exactly but lately I have been feeling a rush to get back into life. Its like somethings coming alive within me. Self confidence is creeping back in and I want to reinvent myself. I am very happy about this but it also concerns me. I create alot of sexual energy within myself when I get this way. I get very outgoing and I may come off as flirty and have somewhat of a seductive nature. Maybe its just me over thinking it but it has happened in the past and I have gotten myself into some pretty stupid incidents. I start feeling like i'm some kinda godess which is embarassing to admit but its true. I also get insensitive to men and I think of them as just obejects with no emotions. All I think about is fun, fun, and more fun and become a thrill seeker. How many of you can relate to this? And do you think i'm just judging it on past experiences and that I shouldnt worry at all?
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